Ate lunch with the devil was dancing with death
I'm making the most of the chance I have left
One hand to the sky one hand on my chest ,
If you asked if I'm scared then the answer is yes
I done been up I don't been poor
Not even a dollar I slept on the floor
A mountain of problems that can't be ignored
I came from the bottom to settle the score
Lord gave me a shot with this music
I promised him no more excuses
Been trying so hard you can tell by my scars that my past has been so damn abusive
It's fine I tell you what the truth is
Some days I swear I feel useless my happiness has been elusive
I had an encounter with Judas
Somewhere in the dark along the line I lost my mind
The old me is a prisoner that's somewhere lost in time
I had family I treated right that tried to take my life
Look at my back and you want find no room to put another knifeChorus
I lost my mind I got no shame and I keep trying not to cry
I've got this ice running through my veins and I got fire in my eyesAll the things that I've done in the darkness all the nights that my mind was at war
I'm down in my soul there's one thing I know heaven Ain't a place you go looking forThey all fall down just like a house of cards they all fall down heaven ain't a place you go looking forVerse 2
Hold up, hold up pass me the weed and let's roll up
Been struggling trying to get sober fuck it pass me the drink and let's pour up
But don't ask what's in my Styrofoam
If you can tell the lights are on but there ain't nobody home
Then blowing this killer shit
You can tell that I'm feeling it
You can tell that I'm really lit
Out of body experience
Back in my zone back in my bag I ain't been the same since that happened to dad
I've been barefooted while walking on glass surrounded by flames with a can fulla gas
Ready for war put on my armor
I'm doing this for my son and my daughter
As I kneel down at the foot of my father
Left all my problems right there at the altar
And he washed away every sin
Now I'm back and I'm better than I ever been
ChorusI lost my mind I got no shame and I keep trying not to cry
I've got this ice running through my veins and I got fire in my eyesAll the things that I've done in the darkness all the nights that my mind was at war
I'm down in my soul there's one thing I know heaven Ain't a place you go looking forThey all fall down just like a house of cards they all fall down heaven ain't a place you go looking for
